Dear diary,

So it’s a Wednesday afternoon and I’m in my bedroom currently taking a break from a “workout”. I say “workout” because its taken me 45 minutes to do 50 squats and 30 sit ups. If you couldn’t guess, procrastination is my thing. My phone, the TV, anything with a reflective surface so I can check myself out are all things contributing to the lack of exercise my body is currently receiving but so desperately desires. I find myself opening those social media apps and stalking the girls with multiple thousand followers, showing their sexiest toned bodies whilst promoting slimming teas. Doing that pose they do where their heads tilt to the side, big pout and maybe a thumb just positioned at the edge of their mouth as not to smudge that popping lip gloss. I look at these girls and look at my dream body and just like that, my will power is back. I get back on that floor and crunch these abs like Blackpool rock. HARD! But one ‘PING’ from my phone and yep you guessed it, distraction has come. I’ve just got to face it, as much as I want that dream body, I have zero will power at this moment in time. I may just need to come to terms with the fact that I may always be that little bit chubby. And considering the huge issues going on globally, that’s actually not a bad thing. Moral of the story? Be happy being you 🙂 Peace!